Reflections

It is now almost 2 am in the wee hours of the night. I’m lying on my bed reflecting on my life. It is scary.
I’m gripped with this fear that my life would be senseless in years to come. I thought of what I would be doing in the next 2 years, 5 years and 10 years down the road and all I can see is a grim patch of darkness. I seem hopelessly loss. I’m unsure what my future holds, the cruel reality of life is kicking in and I’m sucked to this cold harsh society.
Damn! Life could have been better if I would lose all my sense of thoughts and logic.
Hope this entry will serve as a reminder to me to really do something worthwhile with my life.
I STILL have no idea what I’m heading to………..