Life on Mars

Recently, I got hooked on this BBC drama serial called "Life on Mars". The serial is not shown in my country and I tried every single DVD stores to find it but hell no, can't find it means can't it. I almost tried to order online and get it from UK. However as things all seem hopeless, I managed to watch it on YOUTUBE. (that's means paying $30 bucks more for my boardband access) but yeah what the heck I got to watch it. So why do I bother to post all this on my blog site, especially much so that I have not posted nothing on the web....for hmm...many weeks or months..
Prehaps that the reason why..the yearn to live in some form of illusion or probably my life is some much is disillusion that I really wish I'm living another life like Sam in the 70s.
The thing that it may seem funny, I'm born in the 70s lived through my teenage in the 90s but still sometimes felt that I'm been that and done that in the 70s rather in the 90s. Prehaps the 70s form a much deeper impresssion on me than the built up years in the 90s. Listening to my Dad's elvis or my aunt Bee Gees..hmm...life was really good in the 70s. Less fancy stuffs like what we have now,,,
No mp3 but probably the thing in rage..casette.. the floral print shirts, the baggy pants and the disco music really mark the best of an era...
Prehaps I have ovr influenced by the show that I'm talking gibish...but I believe for the brief moment..I'm connected...a connection that I felt good...
Then back to the year 2007..life seems meaningless..work with no real sense of direction..everything looking so bloodily routine and monotonous...
Prehaps I should also just jump out of the building like Sam...
Ha just kidding...life is not like that..TV..you made an impact...but I'm still very much sober...I'm living in the present and not in the past.
Damn,,,,,wish life is just live and let die....

So long......